yo sup world. first of all, CONGRATULATIONS TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR SPM RESULTS!! some of you may probably roll your eyes after reading that (coz u think u did badly) but reli i think everyone deserve a congratulations no matter what. =)))

its sunday afternoon, n im doing my work. =((( there seem to be so much work to do, so much self reading. education here is great!! (duh so EX not great then what) but really college is cool. i signed up for this 'flaredance' club in uni, n i get to go join their classes which includes hiphop, ballet, jazz...... no latin!! #$%$&^$&

so what i did was i when to a nearby dance center and asked bout their latin dance. n they told me if i wana continue from where i stopped back in malaysia, i gtg fer private classes. n guess how much is d private class? one hour class cost AD60

F**K.

tats like RM168 goodness. fer one hour. goodness.
so right, i can't continue my latin anymore. =((((((

ok enuf with tat, I MISS EVERYONE BACK HOME. =((( sob... i wont say i not enjoying myself here, but i kinda underestimated the challenges overseas, and overestimated my abilities.

aih.. this is just a random post. i gtg back to d my media hw. have to rad bout princess diana and beckham's affair. @#$#$^$%& WHAT SH*T.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:47 AM

yo yo yo everyone!! jut came back from this thing call the MOOMBA WATERFEST!!! its like a funfair thingy and they have rides and everything damn cool. am feeling reli tired and reli bad coz have been out the whole day.

but anwyay, came to promote soemething!! remember the video that i participated in? the one with the exagerrated make up? yea we made it into TOP 11!!!! hee!! go check it out yo!!

go to swang's blog, which is http://soupcanfairy.blogspot.com, the video and the voting form is there. so pls pls pls pls pls go and vote k?!?! pls pls jsut go check it out and vote. swang mite b able to win an ipod and maybe even a MACBOOK!!!! @@

SO GO VOTE!!!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:20 PM

perhaps it was the father and daughter walking hand in hand at QV just now, or maybe its just the ABC soup that i drank in the evening. but i just can't sotp myself thinking and thinking and thinking... with keith urban playing of course...

it's 1.30am here, and believe or not i had my first attack of seirous homesickness. family sickness. for friends, DUH i've had countless attacks already. but towards family, ohmygosh its jsut horrifying. i couldn't do anything but lie on my bed crying and sobbing, while i think bout my mum's assam fish and pan mee. i refer to these four empty walls as my home now, but yea of course everyone knows that i miss my real home so so so much. i miss mummy daddy bringing fruits up to my room during spm, i miss fooling around with my 2brothers when they're in a good mood, and i miss my sis and my nephew.

there are just simple times at home, where everyone sits down for dinner, and just bond you know. even after the meal, we can sit down and chitchat. some oldies playing, with the balcony door opened, its just so nice!! something simple like going fer a bowl, as a family, amazing. moments like these i've cherished since i was a kid. knowinmy age gap with my family, i yearned to belong.

february 8th year 2007, after a round of pizza with my parents at melbourne, they dropped me back at alberts before retreating to the hotel again. i fished out my key and when i was just about to step in , i heard the familiar byebye from my mum, in the car. but somehow this one made me turn, because it sounded so specific. and then thats when i knew, in the shadowy night, it'll will be the last time seeing my parents again for the next 5 months.

YEA I CAN DO IT!! I AM MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY PREPARED FER THIS!! this is what i've been reciting to myself fer months before i came. cocky that i could do it, this is when i know i had to bow down to humility.

it's such an amazing feeling when ur feeling homesick, coz homesick is not just bout d good ol' times that u had with people, but the worse times which u wish u could make it vanish. yea i cried i sobbed, like how i always do back home, but difference is, it's hard to get a genuine hug over here, compare to back home, where frens and family are an arm's reach away.

i'm fine now. yea.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:23 PM

roy, swang and I.

roy and I.

only got picture of 3 of us. but seriously i dunno how ppl think clubbing is so fun. its definitely an experience lar and i wana thank noelle fer inviting me. but wah lau eh, never gonna go into a club fer along time. hee.

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i was feeling reli homesick jsut now. so i went fer koko black with boon. (boon, y u blog so fast wan? boo.) but anyway yea i was so good lar omg. go c go c!! n btw i went to tat restaurant in my pyjamas! (shorts and tshirt) hahha.. http://pigtitude.com

we bumped into alison wang. OMG she's so hot lar. wah lau, when i saw her i was feeling damn embarasses lar. she was standing there in her heels n her superb body, while i was in my flip flops with my pyjamas on. =(((

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the other day, swang called me up and asked me to do her a favour. she said she'll b doing this blog video competition organized by the singaporean government, and she needs my help to b in the video. apparently im suppose to be her sister. so i agreed and i went to her place, n guess what, she told me i need EXAGERRATED MAKE UP. wth. so she helped me did it, and ta-da!!

damn cool rite!! its suppose to b some ethnic kinda thing, ans she drew this. damn nice lar!! love it. how i wish i cud to tat too!!

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eh college starts this monday. =(((((

i just got my timetable, i think its reli cool!! =DDD its quite free compare to college back im malaysia (sorry guys!) and its quite fun coz classes all all around city, so in between classes they give us half an hour break to travel from one place to another, which is really cool. so instead of having classroom's name/number, they give us the street name. hee..

im kinda worried for college le. scared cannot catch up. yikes. and the student hostel that im leaving in, are filled with NERDS man. which is kinda a good thing lar, since i wud start studing if i c so many ppl studying. =DD wish me gd luck dudes!! take care!!

p.s - SPM results coming out soon! =(((

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:54 PM